Haunting me

I was seven.
Only young, so innocent.
I trusted him, he made me trust him.
Why did he di it, he didnt have to do it.

10 years on I still cant forget.
The pain, the shame.
I still hear him whispering.
"It's ok, shh don't cry".

What did I do to deserve that?
For many years that thought ran through my head.
But now I know, I know it wasn't my fault.
It was all your fault.

You hurt me, betrayed me.
You got away with it.
You broke me.
You still haunt me every night.
Please leave my thoughts, my dreams.
Please I'm begging you please!